That’s FLOWER, which indeed upset me and spoiled my mood thoroughly. I shouldn’t simplify the figure and make it in more impressionist manner. I should realise early why my instructor kept reminding me to make the exactly the same one. In fact, he wanted to train my ability of adherence to the real object’s structure. In a nutshell, the painting should be in a very realistic manner this time. I was oblivious about his motive!! Oh, I’m a real IDIOT!
My mood was really bad about few hours ago and had no appetite at all. I didn’t take any dinner tonight but merely a strawberry roll I bought from 7-eleven after got off from MRT Singapore.
I’m getting much better now. Am watching David Garrett’s (my favourite German violinist who specialise in rock symphonies) plays on violin on Youtube. That diverts me from overwhelmed with the bloody grief again.
I thought to bin the horrible painting at the first place but probably I need not dump it. Instead I could figure out a solution to fix it.
Well, the worst case I will just repaint a new one again. That’s not a big deal and need not to freak me out anyway. I think I’m going to standby a new canvas first. Just in case.
Patio Season
10 years ago
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